hibernal
.
Going where I am called
When
The trees limbs, heavy with power
Weighed down my airy sorrow
That devil who plays riding the winds
Disruption, right?
That which removed, displaces, reconfigures
Detaches us from truth
Gails carry no such gravity
Yet fringes decorate our sails
By time, ailments scorn
Rebellious aids
In their lessons sown
If the seeds of deceit breed stronger wills
Who stands, when we fall against
.
And now we are
Brought to fire
Deeply drunk with the
Word -
A white birch which tells
Ocean blue jays’
Mirage tail dove
Tea leave tales
Stacked stones we tried to bake
Turned to wooden doors
Fur bares cold skin
A bed of rose petal clove
Briar gums’ sticky leaves
The feral assembly
Gasping out their lives
.
Where your bellow breaths crystallize and
Fall behind veiled eyes
Winds wane
The sun having already committed it’s entire being to ensuring that window paned light continues to emit every arch of colored waves through a hummingbird’s delicate, translucent wings
Was left in some place of lost lessons
Written for remembrance
But folded and dropped on a decaying shelf
Where disciplines are stacked and categorized
Is this that season in hell that was promised?
Retired, dried, and bookmarked
Saved for later
Ranked by distance, it irritates the paradox
The nettle in tears
As giants rest in canyons
Sleeping their heads aside mountain cliffs
They don’t dare look to devils
But directly
Only if
Snow filled ears
Deaf to turned backs
Over salted
They don't even notice
What came applauded
.
I leave spaces
Scraps
In between
The screaming men call silence
Stains, rapture
In daisy flowered eyes
Whose painted sheets
Dropped cloths
Left behind patience
We gaily greet
In grained, garnet caves lie
The authors of recurrence
Standing between two kingdoms
Mourning the disappearance
I will bury you
For the rest of my days
The bindings nevertheless burn
Whim to winding limb
Their ghosts rising, worn
I lay down by beaten arrows
Their feathers however misplaced
Must I ask permission to speak
A high and holy chase
.
When pain takes away our capacity for movement
We sit in its stillness
Belonging to silent waters
Turbid thieves just made their escape
We, they – tremble at den
In terms of possibilities
Having wept enough for the dead
It’s mold, a faith in fiction
Floating on airs
Creation
A clarified leap
Where winds fall away
And those winged feet bring soul to tireless Sol
Dreamt in crushed leaves
I’ve ridden the fear
Of stolen prayer
For the pounding behind tear
.
Here’s a game
An equal stakes opposition
In love there is suffering
The most reliable human condition
We’re on a non-static, lingering cloud
Unbearable and floating
A ripple and replication of another
Our bodies adorned with doting
These jewels that promised
Our certainty in demise
Only told an orphic, backward story
Returning home were your lies
See this chase of light
Is lyrically vocated
If demurely hiding
We must assume you’ve sated
So your apple in tune
Attempts to outwit the play
Unnerving, unknowing
The waters who only begged, “pray”
.
I wasn’t born
The cloth needn’t be torn
These fingers don’t exist
No lips needing kissed
These soles banished to resistant steps on dawn’s limbs
Only to sing now from God’s book of dead hymns
You could find me, bring me down from the firmament
But you won’t look; arms confined back, held in torment
.
Give me the half of you
That savored grief
You can have your dim alcove in the mountains
Temple worn time, a relief
Lying home in smoke over shallows to bathe
You cannot afford this
Which moves suns but misbehaved
In those familiar, old thrones
Light of gods’ lost, dim and aching
A crumbling altar of wintered stones
Too steeped now for taking
route 1
Sandstone white as blood
Tested with patience
Buried with light
The old forests heavy with silence
Purple royalty of
Fern tipped rays plunged
Into cedar
Burroughs wet with depth
Fog eaters, dark amen
Mallow eroded, endured
Knowers of the gospel
The headlands tripped into ponds
Raining in all directions
Moss born
Cloud torn
Rage in preparation for rapture
To the ancient fossilized tale
The arc demands the whale
Eye soup still sparks
Long strides long lost